Wednesday, January 30, 2008

my father kicked me out last friday. he is superficial, abusive, a liar, a hypocrite and rude. he is a narcissist who thinks the world evolves around him and always finds the black spot on the white wall. he is always looking for something wrong, always on a power trip, always trying to bring everyone else aorund him down and is fake and dominating and close-minded. he's a grumpy old man. i love him but i will not tolerate this. he is regretting everythign he has threatened to me and said, but i will not come back. dont get me wrong, i will not go out of my way to make this difficult, but i dont have time for this. i want to be happy. i want inspriational people. you dont make me happy, well my life is short, and why settle for this when there are millions of people out there who will appreciate me and my time and allow me to appreicate them too. if i'm going to hurt, i'm going to hurt for somebody worth hurting for. he's now telling people that i chose to move because i didn't want to follow his rules (which are this, his words 'shut your fucken mouth, i do the talking and tell the stories and listen to everything i say.' respect is a two way street.)